Oohhh..grrr…wt will I do with you my ever dear gorgeous and handsome chatmate Brendan..???
Haha…that’s it!! I guess my previous blog entry was right.. these are emotions that will not gonna stay longer…
I don’t know…how ironic it is.. i don’t know if I was just suppressing it or refuse not to feel it…well I don’t know…I don’t know if im on the calm disposition today.. not d past few days that my hormones are starting to fight one another, starting to disintegrate them from their proper places.. hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!! I guess my hormones are back to their system,, in normal mode…hahahahahahhahaha!!!!!
Im craving for just one of ur msg…and now you do…
I should be happy.. no!! I should be wanting to do cha-cha here in d office and greet everyone hir in fun and flirty way.. but what d hell is happening to me? It’s a sudden change of the heart?!!oh give me damn fuckin’ break!!!
Well, I guess I really just miss his msg … but Brendan did send.. he called me sweetheart and told me he’s hoping im doin fine.. hah!!its play time baby!!! I don’t know why Im not so really happy…I mean, the electrifying factor…the sparkle.. the flirty and crazy in love bitch that I am…
Were was it all of a sudden????!!!! It just flew up??oh man!!
Hmmmm..i guess I just need to unleash the tigress side of mhe…or d wolf side?
Well, I guess, Im not yet really over w him.. Brendan will always be once a spice on my lovelife…haha.. he’ll always be sooo sexy, gorgeous, and hot as ever!! But c’mon!! I can desire him for a loverboy, and I think everyone hu happens to meet him will feel the same.. But I know that he can never be mine.. I can only dream about him.. of touching him, laughing with him,hmmm…of c’mon spill it out!!
Even making love with him…c’mon.. its not only man thinking about it so its ok…why r we so damn afraid to admit that we’re thinking of the man we really desire in bed? hmmm.. Brendan’s like this..he can really inspire such wanting..
But enough.. let’s darn face it that he can never be mine not even in a million of years.. d best thing that I can do is to be a frend, a carefree companion, the flirty lass hu used to adore him.. someone whom he can lean on…someone that he can think once in a while and have sum hulsom chat..wow!! I can be everything to him but not really meant for him..well, not bad after all..LOL!!
Hope I’ll get over with this feeling for him soon..im always here to greet him, without expecting him returning my msg..its alright coz it makes me feel happy..
One thing that I will never loose in myself is my flirty and sassy, and fun side…no way man!! Its one way of telling me to stop sucking friggin oxygen on my freakin’ brain!!! No way!!! D world is soooooo huge to explore for gud looking guys just like him.. Im always stay sweet as always..(its because its one of the character of a woman to drool over, that drives a normal man nutz!!lol!!!)
But you know what’s important to me right? Well I need to master my emotions..not d other way around..have to keep my cool.. like d smooth operator, not rigid… collected yet sweet.. flirty yet a li’l ice queen..ooohhh..whatta nice combi!!but its fun..
You dnt know Brenddan how u make me C-R-A-Z-Y… its not yet over..but I wanna thank you to keep this FAITH alive in MHE..i know u won’t forget mhe no matter what..ur just bc not to reply on my msgs all d time..and dts d most important..
Enwie, just always keep in touch my gorgeous and handsome Brendan…wen u have time for me..LOL!!
1 comments:
u got it right, dear! as long as you're not hurting anyone you can do whatever you want.gudluck!
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