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It's not my mere intention to ruin the reputation of Embarcadero de Lagaspi. Our BPO company is located here so I am also responsible of promoting this tourist spot to other people. But I ended up frustrated because of the way the security guards are treating us, as if we are aliens and slaves here.

The place is still under renovation. No elevators yet. We still need to walk for a few minutes to reach our place. It's so inconvenient. Yet this is manageable and tolerable. But what I can't stand here is the behavior of the workers, to be specific: disoriented security guards that surpasses their job as a disciplinary officer... I am not the only one who experienced this kind of situation. One of my co-worker went to second floor (we were located on third floor) before his shift to watch the live band when he was reprimanded by a security guard, saying that he is not allowed to stay there, only on our place... I really can't see the logic. We are working to pay our rent fee here and we end up being treated unjustly.



Am not saying that all security guards here are like that. But you can encounter rude ones. I understand that they need to do their job but they have to put it in place. They need to treat visitors with respect. Oh I forgot am not a visitor here.We were renting the third floor and those rude security guards forbid us to go strolling in groud floor. I can't help but roll my eyes in annoyance. I can't see the logic when all the visitors were allowed to do whatever they want. And we're treated like aliens and slaves here. I'd better go to Gaisano or LCC mall.


I'm supposed to advertise this place to my friends and other colleagues. Yeah the place is nice and attractive. But I can't stand the attitude of some guards here. It's not my intention to ruin the reputation of Embarcadero de Legaspi, i'm just speaking based on my experience.

I fell into Satan's trap just before I went to practice for a worship concert. I came to our practice with a very burden in my heart. I don't deserve Him. Remorse slowly hit me and I am so tired for being like this. I asked forgiveness but this guilt feeling won't go. I need His grace. I can't do this. I can't stand in His presence.

I sang three praises but felt that wasn't enough. Some of us were already committing mistakes when we already perfected it a couple of days ago. Am also tired and I know most of us have a lot of concerns to attend. But for the very last time, I want to give Him the best of my best and all the things that I haven't poured out before. I asked Him last night. Lord, please make me pleasing unto You, please make me do my very best unto You.


 During the last practice, it seems amo not doing my best yet. But I did in my own strength. I seek Him and wait for Him earnestly. I am desperate that night to give Him the best and the highest praises and worship that I ever have to offer. I felt that God is looking down upon us. He is seeking and searching for His worshippers. God knows our hearts. We want to pour our hearts unto Him. God saw it. And He didn't failed us. On our last song All of My Days, we worship not only through our mouth but through our hearts. He didn't want us to stop..my knees became weak and I fell into the floor..i felt to weak of His presence but all I want at that moment is to obey Him, please Him, and be consumed with His Holy Spirit.

The music is unstoppable and Sally is exhorting non-stop. And she fell in the floor. I grab again the phone and shout His praise non-stop. I went ballistic. My flesh is crying out of praise for Him. My being was so consumed of His grace, of His love, of His presence. I want to consume all of Him. We want to give Him praise and worship until our last energy because He deserves the best.The people in church vow down unto Him.. We felt His presence and we hear angels and trumpets. We're on the mountain but He is just near us among the the thousands of unseen worshipers and saints.

We know it's just an appetizer. God will do more on concert. And it was an unforgettable experience for the group.

It's September now!!Few weeks from now we will celebrating the glory of God through a worship concert on September 27, 2009 at Albay Astrodome..weeeee.... we felt humbled and we felt so privileged to be a part of this big worship team. We are composed of different churches united together to worship God in a big concert...

We started the practice last month and we are now moving on to the polishings... The music team of Jesus Our Discipler church was honored to be a part of this big celebration in the kingdom of God...We had a good fellowship from different churches. They are humble and more dedicated to serve the Lord. We know deep in our hearts that we are united together in the name of the Lord to glorify Him, not to compete but to complete. We are here to empower and strengthen one another, not to showcase and boast off our skills and talents.

I wanna thank him personally for being my inspiration in terms of faith... He's the one who taught me how to be strong and hold on to my faith. He pulls me up when I'm about to give up...Though he's far away, he always check my spiritual health.

Finally, after a long wait, here we are at Mullner's Beach Resort in Bacacay Albay...
We did have fun and we maximize everything we got here: foods, foods, foods, lots of foods pa hehehee!!!its like a feast! videoke...i sang once... the great view, the sea, games, bonding moments, recreation..... and guess what we really enjoyed!!!
do you need proofs???

here we go!!!

I never expected that I can make a literary entry on Eucreo... but something inside me that brought those words into pen and paper... Thanks to my friend who was able to critic my work. I remember way back in college, i always dreamed of becoming an author of a book... now i know the kind of topic that i want to pursue as a writer: a biblical perspective of emotional intelligence. sounds great! ei is one of my most favorite topic..this is college thesis..

it created a certain impact as it make me shift on a new personality...that was a couple of years ago..ouch!that old!

but now i was reconnected on those old dreams, on becoming an author of a book.. but lately i realized that I can try out creating short stories or fictions...not bad! my friend told me that the story that I first created was full of life, not boring... so I guess I have to continue this..im just praying that He will give the strength and wisdom...

This guy has caught my attention...He's a singer and actor from Thailand. I just find him cute. I saw him act and sing on youtube when I watched his film For the Love of Siam...I bet this guy has a look-alike here and he seemed to remind me of him.I even spend my time finding pictures of him and I here's what I found:



...he's indeed a knockout on his elegant pinstripe suit..(every time I look at this pic can't help but stop breathing for a while...)





...one..two..three...pose...!!!i love it!



...his poster on his movie Love of Siam















...love that innocent natural look on his face...







...his innocent helpless look on a pinstripe suit...hmmm, he's unleashing his real male appeal when wears a traditionally classic outfit...



...he's indeed a real cutie without trying to compare with other thai actors on his age. mario maurer is also gorgeous in a different way..